

Darkening of selfAlas this night with the hour advanced.Darkening of self
As I gaze out my window at the moon so high.
Pondering that which has become my fait.
I am doomed to fade away as it seems,
For the one I once cared so much for, cares not for me.
Curse my feelings as I ask so many questions.
For it seems I am coming apart.
Tearing at the seams and unraveling slowly.
And it is beyond my power to stop it.
So I sit here brooding,
Asking what, where, and when.
But most of all asking why.
And as the never ending question


Realization of the AbyssI can see the hole below me.Realization of the Abyss
The black abyss below my feet.
Yet what is down there, I do not know.
What lies in wait for me at the bottom.
The contemplation of which plagues me.
Yet I hang here on the precipice.
Holding on to my rock.
One which is slowly disappearing.
The worst of which, is that I know when it will dissolve.
I see the clock ticking down.
Even now I can feel my fingers slipping.
So close I have been to this entity, this rock of mine.
For so long I have held on. &n


SinkingTo be human.Sinking
To love annother.
These are the things I wish for.
These things so simple, but I long for them.
Like a light they are to darkness.
Close i was to having these things.
As the light was penetrating the black haze in my soul.
I could almost feel it within me.
That feeling which I lost ages ago.
Then it fell away.
I lost it like i did so long ago.
That which was so close.
I could feel my stone heart soffening.
I could see through the haze that clouds my soul.  


CurseOho the sun.Curse
Its warming rays touch me not.
Its warmth falls all around me,
Yet I am still shrouded in this frigid darkness.
I see the love that passes by.
I see the happiness, so close yet I can not touch.
No love so pure can pierce this shroud.
Unbreakably it does endure.
This is all I feel, and all I will ever know.
This cold and lonesome tomb.
Thus all I know is lonely,
Just that and nothing more.
For this is but my curse in life,
My curse without a cure.
&
Beth
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~"To die, to truly die, that would be glorious."
~" *Gasp* Why...Count Dracula!"
~"There are worse things plaguing man, than ..death."
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